This must be a dream.

The time when I am awake is the time when I am one hundred per cent sure that I am not dreaming and all of what is happening around me is real. Surely everyone would have the same feeling as I do unless one has some mental problems of some kind I am not sure about them, I have never had the expirience of losing my mind one day. But what about dreams. What about the time when I am sleeping and dreaming. Do I have to be at that time one hundred per cent sure that I am dreaming? Now what kind of a dream it would be if I was sure of the fact that it is just a dream, how could the joy, panic or sorrow fill into my heart and affect me when I know that there is no reason for all of that. If things would go like this I think dreams would be meaningless, like imaginations, now can you imagin that you have got your wishs, just imagin that your greatest wish has come true and you are now as you always wanted to be and tell me how do you feel after you have got what what you wanted in your imagination. Surely it would make no changes on your current feeling if not waking up some old memories. A sleeping dream is unlike imagination even when it's not logic one feel and believe that he or she living it. But why I couldn't fly the plane, it's mine and it's there standing in a good condition, do not I have the right to enjoy flying my plane, I feel very happy that I have got a plane but every time it turns intoa car or a bicycle or something else before I could manage to take off, even in my dream I couldn't do it. My father died four years ago but he is still alive talking to me and living with me in my dreams,every now and then I dream of him I find so many reasons to make me believe that he is alive and not dead. but when it comes to the plane I couldn't complete the dream, maybe there is no way to make me believe my night dream of a plane except to try to fly a real plane, and when there is no chance for me to get a plane and do it here in Yemen, maybe I could get a job in some farm in Australia and do it there. This is just a simple example of a thing which I am not able to dream of. There is also another example, the dirty road which leads to my country house, it's only 2500 metres from the main road but only four wheel drive cars can go there. My dream for this road is to have a hard surface for small cars. This nightmare comes to me often and I see the road has a black color. I know it's a dream because this must be a dream, I could never ever believe this, no way I must be dreaming, and all I can do is to try to wake up because I know that something strange is happening, I wake up for the first time and look and there is the road still black this means that I have to give it another try, and every time I don't fail to wake up at last from this dream, I have never believed it. Four years ago a company started working in that road but for some reasons it stopped. And there the road still as it was decades ago. I wish I would be able to drive in it at night. One must live with his father to be able to dream of him. One must do it to able to dream that he is doing it.